And in not so good news, I found out that this week is 'Cupcake Week' on Arthamay. B*&% never called me back. I'm pretty bummed about it. In fact, I feel pretty embarrassed and ashamed about it too. I know in my head I shouldn't and I'm not even exactly sure why I feel those emotions, but damn I'm in a rather sensitive state right now. Last night I took a bag of Jelly Bellys and a glass of wine to bed with me. And I didn't even brush my teeth after I devoured them. Rejection sucks. I know logically that it was a honor to be asked blaghdy blaghdy blagh, but gaddamn! so close. Yet so far away. Blargh!